Lyrics

I'm on a highway It's healthy to cry But I'm stuck in hell I don't even know how I'm still sane homeboy I lie there and cry awake It's the only way I can anymore though, you know? Though I'm just a shell Real talk [Verse 1: Sevin] Yeah Yeah Yeah I'm worn down and poured out just a empty cup A sick man in quicksand I'm simply stuck I'm feeling so small Would it be wrong ya'll to put the pistol on speed dial And make ya stone call Why can't I get a grip on my mind I'm feeling pissed on and pissed off And it's all the time, yeah I've lost pretty much everything a man can lose I've been through wars you wouldn't even put a cannon through All this agony's enough to break a man in two His panic room is damaged plus he's manic too His soul is famished No one handed him a can of stew He's allergic to beans They gave him Spanish food It's like life doesn't like him It does it just to spite him Wish I could take back my past like a busted item Right now I wanna do anything but exist Cuz if I ain't in hell, tell me what is this? [Chorus: Sevin] I'm on the highway to heaven But I'm stuck in hell So I lie there and cry awake My essence til I'm just a shell [Verse 2: Sevin] Yeah Yeah Yeah I've lost money Lost friends even lost brothers Lost my kid's cold heart No soft cover Lost love from my wife Got up off of her Guess the loss of our faith made us all suffer I talk to God I know he still with me If He was here I wonder if he'd sip this beer with me I don't even doubt that he'd shed a tear wit me I know my bro ain't getting out til he's near fifty Sometimes I feel I'm waiting on the same fate He caught hell I'm fishing with the same bait Get a job, huh I don't know them tactics Jump through hoops I don't know gymnastics I'm so tired of the madness I know that I be trippin' when I'm flippin' out Wildin' like a savage Life keeps hollin' on the sadness I'll never forget how it looked When my homie was smiling in his casket [Chorus: Sevin] I'm on the highway to heaven But I'm stuck in hell So I lie there and cry awake I can't stop til I'm just a shell I'm on the highway to heaven But I'm stuck in hell So I lie there and cry awake My essence til I'm just a shell