Lyrics

[Verse 1: Sevin] Adverse since the cradle been unstable mentally left Modern day Cain murdered Able many regrets When you wearing this label could be fatal with any breath I got overtime laboring the wages of sin is death I feeling it coming I ain't running there's no escape Forgive my mistakes if I'm summoned before I wake I tried to excel that's what I wanted from the gate But life threw me hell ?? on my plate Severe alcoholic I know I don't properly cope I give away money funny how I'm constantly broke Snakes take advantage man but I ain't dropping the soap Get a clear understanding when my cannon pop at your throat I been dealing with the same old things for twelve years Almost like brimstone is home it's hell here I having nightmares where I stand holding my sons In a flash I got blood on my hands what have I done? [Hook: Sevin] I'm a Failure I don't know what I'm doing here The only good thing about me is you Lord And you know that is so clear, I'm failure I ruin everything I touch I know you expect more of me Lord And I want to change so much, I'm a failure [Verse 2: Sevin] This a real nigga meeting I ain't weak man I'd rather die I know I'm a heathen when I speak about it I cry Sipping a beer tears seeping out of my eyes If I let these things clip my wings how can I fly Fighting a war to get control over my lust I hit it but then I get convicted soon as I bust I lay there repentant while she venting letting her fuss No we ain't together there will never be any us I guess I'm breaking hearts taking part in all this sin With the serpent and its certainly dark the heart of men I'm haunted by victims and I'm missing departed friends I'm knowing I'm tripping but I'm sick so I start again Back to this bottle I'm too hollow to fill my soul When I take this swallow you won't follow me where I go I'm speaking to demons I can't even get no sleep The Spirit is willing it is me that is so weak [Hook: Sevin] I'm a Failure I don't know what I'm doing here The only good thing about me is you Lord Oh and it's so clear, I'm failure I ruin everything I touch And I know you expect more of me Lord And I want to change so much, I'm a failure [Verse 3: Sevin] Emotionless face man I'm sitting here by the curb I joked with your grace so I'm getting what I deserve Terminal diseases and urges I can't withstand Was birthed into weakness Lord your servant is just a man I'm stuck with a ministry to which I ain't feeling fit My brothers depending on my so I ain't finna quit Affected by sins I'm committing behind the scenes My excellence ends and its getting me out swing I guess when it rains then it pours when It burns it consumes And I scream because my dreams have been turned into tombs And your mercy has turned into wrath cause I laughed In your face when you basically asked me to chasten myself But I'm chasing myself so I'm chasing these girls And I'm chasing this wealth and I'm chasing this world I'm a fiend for this things brings me to pain So I'm pleading to Jesus please lead me to change Cause I'm a [Hook: Sevin] I'm a Failure I don't know what I'm doing here The only good thing about me is you Lord And you know that it's so clear, I'm failure I ruin everything I touch And I know you expect more of me Lord And I want to change so much, I'm a failure [Outro: Sevin] The only thing I ever been good at Is getting everything wrong (I'm a failure) Without you I can do nothing but ruin my life (oh oooh) I'm a failure