Lyrics

[Verse 1: IV Conerly] I hear you when you say I drink too much Too many voices in my head guess I think too much Spent most of my life Done fight or flight, been rough Surprised I got quarters on left right enough Medication got me feeling like I just exist Rather smoke and rotation take this Fifth and sip Open wounds on my soul only God can stitch Where I'm headed I don't know but I just want you with Cuz if I ain't right for you I'm good for nobody On the quest with no clue feeling worse prolly Tried hard to stay convinced that the Lord got me Flawless fit outside, inside sloppy Huh I'm broken we grew up different I'm hoping you really listen Stay open cuz any minute the ocean Could open up And this love will keep on floating no rush Enjoy the coast and just us remain in motion Have faith cuz who knows one day I could be a name great ten toes be what the hood see I know they see what I don't see in myself I know you see it too I just need some more help I just need some more time I know we destined for greatness Imagine 20 years refined with this on your playlist I ain't said you gotta settle just to process patience And the future no devil you can't stop this amen [Chorus: Sevin] Could you forgive my weakness And all of my secrets I don't mean to leave you alone And I know it affects you and God I respect you I just need to make you my home But I don't know how Cuz you teach the ways of love Oh I just want to be free, oh Tired breaking your heart And letting these demons get the best of me [Verse 2: Sevin] Yuh Let's go I know she love me But it's hard to plant a seed when the dirt is dense I've been through hell she can smell I got that urban stench And lately I got her convinced That I'm still nursing wounds to her Consumes me in a certain sense All my defense mechanisms be affecting vision Cuz I be still feeling alone inside these crowded rooms I came out the womb and I've been hurting since So I put up a fence that she can't circumvent To get a proper reading You gotta stop the bleeding So let's tighten the tourniquet She wanna take me on a flight But I'm fighting this nervousness Nah it ain't the height... it's the turbulence Cuz I've been feeling like this parachute Ain't gon' stall me when I fall I'll just embarrass you And I care for you So I'm praying for the character to cherish you The way a perfect marriage do And I ain't flawless and through all this Won't pretend to be And though you're conscious of my flaws You still befriended me I was in conflict with his law and he defended me You love me like he does From God you was sent to me yeah Yuh Multifaceted and versatile I'll be anything you ask cuz you're worth it all I'mma love you to my last, til the curtain call And they lay me in a casket in that church's hall [Chorus: Sevin] Could you forgive my weakness And all of my secrets I don't mean to leave you alone Huh, And I know it affects you and God I respect you I just need to make you my home Uh, but I don't know how Cuz you teach the ways of love Oh I just want to be free, oh Tired breaking your heart And letting these demons get the best of me