Find My Peace

Lyrics

[Verse 1] So I'm sleeping in this man's bed In this beautiful house in Berkeley It's about to be my birthday About to be in my mid-30s I'm really feeling anxious What if he comes home to find A man in his 30s In his bed, passing time I don't break into places I was invited by a friend's friend She lives with him, he's gone for months "Stay as long as you want" The place is really empty It looks like the model home Automated lights So it seems lived in at nights A friend of a friend She's been gone about a week Drove into the mountains To relax in peace [Instrumental] [Verse 2] Nah, nah, it's rеally fine You'll be much more comfortablе here (Oh I really appreciate that, thank you) Make yourself at home, my friend In the fridge there's eggs and beer (You're just too nice, you're too nice) I couldn't really sleep Worrying about the man coming home (Nervous, I'm really nervous) I'm usually up late Fiddling around with my phone (Typing and writing stuff) Shit, I dropped it (What the fuck is there?) Between the mattress and the headboard Reach under the bed (It's not here, it's not here) And start to look for it (Damn it, where'd it-?) And there it was (Fuck. What?) With all of its fright (Oh sh-) The biggest shotgun That I seen in my life (Damn it, this is creeping me out) I'm feeling creeped out (This is making me f-) By myself on my birthday In my mid-30s, man I need to find my peace [Instrumental] [Verse 3] I woke up the next morning (I'm awake now) I finished off the eggs (Nice breakfast) I cleaned up my beer bottles And made up the bed (I'm gonna leave it spotless) Berkeley is so beautiful (It's a beautiful place) I've seen what I had to see (I've done it all, man) I wrote my buddy's friend a note ("Dear Friend") I packed up my tote I said bye to California ("Bye!") The best way I knew how I'm crying in the backyard It's not my birthday now My heart is racing Mountains aren't my peace (Argh!!) Say hello to my little friend! [Outro] Peace (peace) Peace (peace, peace) Yo what happened to peace? Peace (peace) Peace (peace, peace, peace, peace) We at it