First Breath, Last Breath

Lyrics

I watched you bleed out I watched your lungs cave I saw that worst thing that I've ever seen As I watched you slip away from me And our daughter's first breath is the last one you will ever take And I don't think I can make it on my own Remember they said you'd have to sacrifice I know But I was not prepared to watch the life drain from your soul I have never felt so crushed, the sadness buried in my bones How the hell am I supposed to raise a daughter on my own I turn to stone when I look in your eyes I lost the only reason that I'm alive I don't know if any words will do (will do) All that I know is I'm so in love with you There was nothing that they could do After three days of labor it's a miracle that anyone survived I'm alive, but I'm dead inside And I'm supposed to raise a child with a smile now I used to wonder why people put bullets in their brains Now it seems like the only way to stop this pain How the fuck am I supposed to wake up every day And pretend that I love her as much as I miss your face I turn to stone when I look in your eyes I lost the only reason that I'm alive I don't know if any words will do (will do) All that I know is I'm so in love with you I watched you bleed out I watched your lungs cave I watched you slip away from me And I don't think that I'll ever be okay