SCOPOP

Lyrics

[Part I] [Chorus] I can't be standing to be looked at from the screens, no Hearing all the voices in my head that'll make me bleed, whoa Got myself damn damaged, I see scars right on my feet, oh Been like this since youngin days, now I just want to breathe, slow [Verse] Baby, I'm crushed on my bed All these crazy stares inside me, got me smacking my own head Bitch, I'm going crazy, sending shots at where I fucking slept I don't want no troubles in my brain, but it's been a mess Look at myself, 'bout to retch I can't stay calm at myself, hold me tighter to the ceiling with a belt Blow my fucking brains out infront of these staring humans To the floor where I press the killer nails Now I feel like I'm failed, life is big like a whale But everyday feels like hell to me Can't go outside even when there's mail for me I want my fucking boats to sail for me, yuh-yuh Maybe I need meddies on my dresser, can't put myself on a stretcher Or my sklton bones become dry like a desert Waste of time from your letters, think that you're becoming better Now I'm getting crazy, high on nicotine any weather If they stare at me, I might drop a fucking nuke made in China Need my vapes, I don't want no nasty blunt with a lighter But none of those will make me feel damn brighter Write bout what you feel, why you need a fucking writer? [Chorus] I can't be standing to be looked at from the screens, no Hearing all the voices in my head that'll make me bleed, whoa Got myself damn damaged, I see scars right on my feet, oh Been like this since youngin days, now I just want to breathe, slow [Part II] [Intro] "But then I heard this [?] proverb that A.S.A.P Rocky actually told me about at a most important time, and I'm sure that he didn't even know it: It's we playing, and God last. Don't let your small failures make you lose sight of your bigger picture." [Chorus] I will not calm down until my mind is I will not feel nothing until habits feel me brightest Grip my fucking bedsheets because I feel like dying And I'm not damn lying, to the floor I'm lying [Verse] Selfmxdebless a schizo freak Bitch, I need to change, getting tired of the limbo weeks Yeah, I need to pillow breathe, anxious in my limousine Cannot cure the sicker me, demons that they bicker me Spit on my arm, spread it out I got lots of thoughts in my head, heading out Feel like I'm getting watched, now its everything I lost Look at me wrong, grab yo' eyelids, smack 'em with my balls Bitch, it's too much eyes in the screen Wishing I would wake up because this is a dream Getting mad stupid when I fall down to my feet Now it's every morning, start my day to get weak Can't open my eyes, bitch, my mind is fucking deep Cannot do shit 'cause they will think I'm a freak When I'm out on the streets, more stares from some beasts I hope I can overcome this just like the R.E.S.T People make it awkward to breathe out peacefully I see my younger self in those days where I'm missing me Stares from these humans make me feel like they're dissing me Collecting the wishes that they're wishing me, now the demons kicking me I can't fucking cope Can I stab their eyes and put 'em in a bowl? Now it's demonic thoughts from this shit of a phobia Ain't no fucking peace full of love and utopia, fuck this shit [Chorus] I will not calm down until my mind is I will not feel nothing until habits feel me brightest Grip my fucking bedsheets because I feel like dying And I'm not damn lying, to the floor I'm lying I will not calm down until my mind is I will not feel nothing until habits feel me brightest Grip my fucking bedsheets because I feel like dying And I'm not damn lying, to the floor I'm lying [Part III] [Intro] Telephone rings "Hello?" "Hi." "Oh. Hi, how ya' doin'?" "Just give me some help nailing the guy when I bring him out. Just meet me at my porch at midnight, wouldn't mean well." "Mean well?" "Whatever you do: Don't fall asleep." [Verse 1] Worldly fears getting dangerous, got me feeling cancerous Now my bones got cancellous, can I be damn amorous? New humans seem fine, but I don't trust nobody Spreading love will gain more life, but I don't love nobody Forcing me to never think such thoughts but it's too strong From these cameras with these people, what the fuck I'm doing wrong? Grab some new pair of eyes with my fucking magic wand Catch more bodies, shoot the piggies, drag them all into a pond [Chorus] Stop this racing heart Sweating a lot, rip my hair apart Caused me to stress on art Questions from humans left my brain to rot Stop this racing heart Catching new humans, put them into the pot Caused me to stress out large Hatching new eggs from the devil's box [Refrain] Da-na-da-na-da-na-na Da-na-da-na-da-na-na Da-na-da-na-da-na-na Da-na-da-na-da-na-na [Verse 2] Speak this to a nigga who won't ever fucking understand Pictures got me bleeding from my brain, squeeze it with my hands Feel like I'm so paranoid, I'm doing everything I can Bitch, I'm really weird inside my office, you can't sense the plans Why the fuck I'm wasting time, losing it on these eyes? You not in the same room but I still can feel you damn despite See it in your faces, how I'm thinking you do your demise Want to run away but there is no place I can fucking hide And no, I can't seem to go Pausing every minute how you judging me with hope I might shoot myself infront of you staring hoes Now my spirit's flying, wandering around the globe [Chorus] Stop this racing heart Sweating a lot, rip my hair apart Caused me to stress on art Questions from humans left my brain to rot Stop this racing heart Catching new humans, put them into the pot Caused me to stress out large Hatching new eggs from the devil's box [Bridge] Stand inside a inverted circle Lights flashing loud in the portal Trapped and jailed, dying in the tunnel Cannot sleep so well with these bubbles Stand inside a inverted circle Lights flashing loud in the portal All of my goals will be fucking gone 'Cause of these eyes, please stop this racing heart [Chorus] Stop this racing heart Sweating a lot, rip my hair apart Caused me to stress on art Questions from humans left my brain to rot Stop this racing heart Catching new humans, put them into the pot Caused me to stress out large Hatching new eggs from the devil's box Stop this racing heart Sweating a lot, rip my hair apart Caused me to stress on art Questions from humans left my brain to rot Stop this racing heart Catching new humans, put them into the pot Caused me to stress out large Hatching new eggs from the devil's box