understudy !

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Self Discovery] Can you give me a second again I don't want to know everything you say you did I don't need to know anything you think you meant I just need you to leave me alone Can you give me a second, a minute To gather my self confidence again It's more than anything you ever meant But it sounds like you weren't listening to what I said [Chrous: Self Discovery] Cause I don't wanna hear about your Wasted weekends, the time you spent The bottles, or the bends I said "I'm over it now" You start to choke on your smile I know I've evеned it out Now I'm sitting here wasting my spring brеak You're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change To make me look back fondly And say "I want it" And make me fall apart I'm sorry, but I can't play the part You want me to, oh [Verse 2: monikrr] I'm done walking on eggshells It's just another reason you bring me hell You said I put it all into someone else But honestly I'd fucking kill myself If I did this over again I don't care what you want But you get to my head Spent the last few weeks tryna cut the thread But you didn't even listen to me when I said [Chrous: Self Discovery] That I don't wanna hear about your Wasted weekends, the time you spent The bottles, or the bends I said "I'm over it now" You start to choke on your smile I know I've evened it out Now I'm sitting here wasting my spring break You're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change To make me look back fondly And say "I want it" And make me fall apart I'm sorry, but I can't play the part You want me to, oh [Outro: Self Discovery] Rips in the bottom of Bridges you built On the second worst night I decided to live With a shard in my hand And a shoulder to cry for I'm slamming my head Into patterns that we forged To crack at my skull As to crack at your ego To catch both your eyes Pay attention with ears closed Cause I'm done playin' the part you want You want me to