Lyrics

[Intro: Wade Walters] I've got something on the inside Screaming, "Let me out!" Aah! [Verse 1: Wade Walters] Most nights I hold it together Other days I wonder Will I ever fucking feel better? I'm an introvert Questioning my self worth And all I want Is for these thoughts to just Get outta my head There's got to be another way to break free I keep bottling up what's inside me [Chorus: Richard Rogers] I'm feeling like I'm losing ground There's so much that I have left unsaid And I can't seem to get it out My mind's a wreck But you'll never know 'Cause I'll never show The truе nature of the monster in my hеad [Verse 2: Wade Walters] Get back I'm a loaded gun At any moment I could start to come undone I despise my own mind It changes like the wind and shows my dark side I've done all that I can To try and hide the fact that I'm a broken man I'm bent and broken, always roaming Waiting for a sign to show me where I'm going Oh god [Chorus: Richard Rogers] I'm feeling like I'm losing ground There's so much that I have left unsaid And I can't seem to get it out My minds a wreck But you'll never know 'Cause I'll never show The true nature of the monster in my head I've done my best to hold it in But I can't just shake this feeling I'm wearing thin So God, if you hear me, can you Send me a sign? Release this monster inside I can't take one more night Of this life, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried And nothing's fucking working