​close my eyes

Lyrics

[Intro: Scro] 'Cause every time I close my eyes I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die Try to do it right this time, face my pride But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why [Verse 1: Scro] 'Cause every time I'm falling for the victim of another night Pressed, I'm crawling for a system where it's never right Keep me from the thoughts of digging deeper I know I'm not a believer But playing games with the reaper, betting on my life [Chorus: Scro] 'Cause every time I close my eyes I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die I try to do it right ti-, face my pride But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why 'Cause every time I close my eyes I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die I try to do it right ti-, face my pride But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why [Verse 1: Scro] I'm lost in a fog now, got nowhere to go 'Cause I don't know what I've lost now I see there's a sign The lights are closing on me with the weights of a fine line Yeah, I'm feelin' chills up to my spine, yeah I hesitate just to buy time 'Cause I know you cannot relate back to my life And I don't believe that I can find the way I'm broken pieces, try to fight today These thought of me are lighting up my brain I don't think I can really find another way out I'm filled with doubt, I'm so strung out Just kill me now, am I dead now? [Verse 2: BOSTN] 'Cause every time I fuck up, I'm lost Life at what cost, can't find a reason to press on I'm done, what I've become? I'm about to break, I'm trying to find where I belong Can't take much more, where am I now? So far from home I've been living every day on a repeat (Yeah) Got pain in my eyes when you see me (Yeah) Feels like happiness took a back seat Red carpet stained with my blood on the TV Miss the days when I wasn't trying to be the next big thing Living so freely, now it's gone and I'm stuck all alone in this plastic hell [Chorus: Scro & BOSTN] 'Cause every time I close my eyes (Close my eyes) I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die (Live this life) Try to do it right this ti-, face my pride (Right this) But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why (I don't know why) Close my eyes (Eyes) I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die (Live this life) Try to do it right ti-, face my pride (Right this-) But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why (Crying, I don't know why)