Help Me

Lyrics

You wanna make me older But I can't grow again If you won't let me meet you I've got no hand to lend You gotta help me help myself You send me up to heaven And that's where I saw God I want that old eternal I want to show you off You gotta help me help myself There's a map inside of the world I know When you leave me at home alone and I'm trapped And I feel it on the way down You make it look easy to be strong You lift my crutch and drive me home On the rails of the night But you shouldn't let me drive My thoughts just drag me through the dirt A fiction in my mind made to burn On the rails of the night But you shouldn't let me drive I get on well with old friends With no time for the new I'm focusing to tune out I want to erase you You gotta help me help myself How will the music play for The crooked lines and hooks? I want to learn your letters And rewrite all the books You gotta help me help myself When you tell me that you don't care I want to make sure you're aware that I do And I feel it on the way down I'll push your plates and make your change Masking the facts, it's all the same and it's bad And I feel it on the way down You make it look easy to be strong You lift my crutch and drive me home On the rails of the night But you shouldn't let me drive My thoughts just drag me through the dirt A fiction in my mind made to burn On the rails of the night But you shouldn't let me drive It's with nothing gained I spoil the joys in my life We are rushed to a stark memory And a pile of ashes rake the rust of the earth Ripping leaves off of my family tree I reach in the deepest drain, I fall in the race Making murder and stalking the swarm I've prayed for recovery and took the time to say "You've been warned" You make it look easy to be strong You lift my crutch and drive me home On the rails of the night But you shouldn't let me drive My thoughts just drag me through the dirt A fiction in my mind made to burn On the rails of the night But you shouldn't let me drive Help me help my Help me help my Help me help my Help me help myself