Lyrics

If I'm talking in past tense I have lived a charmed existence Now that change is in the air Another force that we'll compare I thought at times I'd been enlightened To tell the truth I'd become frightened By all the things I've never learned And all the energy I'd burned On all those stupid boys that I thought Were worth my time and I would die for I'd lose my head and when my heart felt I'd add to my life's list of disappointment He sounded good on the phone I'd walk at night on my own I knew that it was worth it And I'd never have to do it again I've been having weird dreams again I just wanna have the one where I win All the times they've said this job's for you Some DSS guy wouldn't have a clue Of what I will achieve in my life It's not some 9-5 thing or a house wife Not that any of those things are bad It's just never been a dream the I've had I've got a dark ambition in me I will be independent and free And all the stupid things I've done I'll never have to do them again