Special

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Caught running away again Thought by now I'd figured out The hell of my undoing It's desperation to feel alive [Chorus] I don't wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don't wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body [Verse 2] Is it in vain to think I'm worthy Of standing for something? More than a body I am nothing, I am everything Failure finding balance in philosophy I am nothing, I am everything [Chorus] I don't wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don't wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body [Bridge] Didn't really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself Didn't really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself I wanted to scream all the things that you do when you're talking to me and manipulating And I know I'm no angel I think that's okay I need you to feel something Sick and tired of waiting [Chorus] I don't wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don't wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body