Carrie & Lowell & Cody (Pendent)

Lyrics

[Intro: Max Bemis] Yeah Yeah, ooh [Verse 1: Max Bemis] I self harm with Sufjan All swole up with martyrdom The dumb dom she subbed to I played it cool while being run through Mom's novel's still edging I won't spend my life pretending I loved her for her graceful dwindling Mom's carcass turns my heart to kindling Whole life futile, fucking chopping Blindly at wood: cock, nose, and coffin Rightfully no dysphoric option For emo Tom Hardy and his soulful droppings Equestrian rehab, called Vertava Israel called me up, said, "Ha ha! You're the homeless schizo on the street who Yells out, 'I'm an ally! Look at me!'" [Pre-Chorus 1: Max Bemis, Brian Warren] You left me shamefully David, I miss my—, David, I miss my— With the scent of women I could be David, I miss my mom, mom, mom, mom [Chorus 1: Max Bemis & Sherri Dupree-Bemis] You bored me blind from death to life because the Maze you left's on fire tonight, can I Open my eyes, open my eyes? High as fuck in the backroom and hear Idol waves and sonic booms, can I Open my eyes, open my eyes— [Post-Chorus 1: Max Bemis] Without you, without you? So I peel off— [Verse 2: Max Bemis] Jogging highways, no sleep In the hopes I won't sink too Deep my daughters cannot fish me out I'll never do to them what you did to me, Mom Quarantine is over, those interminable terminals and their Locked gates didn't have to rob me of your embrace [Pre-Chorus 2: Max Bemis, Brian Warren] And you still can't see David, I miss my—, David, I miss my— Why I don't believe In your ha-ha-Hashem [Chorus 2: Max Bemis & Sherri Dupree-Bemis] You stitched my gaze back in the garage And sewed in Donald Trump montages Can I open my eyes, open my eyes? My girl's alive and I got Sean and those Saucy fuckers turn me on, who can Open my eyes? Open my— [Post-Chorus 2: Max Bemis] Only I (Bah bah bah!) Only I (Bah bah bah!) [Bridge 1: Max Bemis] In the back of me There is something that is odd Think it is I, think it is I! Do right! Don't you sing everything onto me Don't you say anything onto me I don't know why you— (La, la, la) [Bridge 2: Max Bemis & Sherri Dupree-Bemis] Cut my cord away, Ima Cut my cord away 'Cause I have nothing to show I have nothing to glow for (Ima, cut my cord away) Cut my cord away Mama, cut my cord away (Ima, cut my cord) 'Cause I have nothing to show I have nothing to glow for [Outro: Max Bemis] I don't wanna be the things that only you would show me I could never be like you I don't wanna be the things that only you would show me I could never be like you