Disappointment

Lyrics

[Chorus: Sarcastic Sounds] I'm a disappointment I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments Then complain about the outcome of my choices It feels pointless when I try to avoid All of the thoughts in my head Lately, I just wait on one good reason I should even try to wake up, 'cause that shit Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed You made your bed, now you lie in it [Verse 1: Sarcastic Sounds] And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again Looking for love, all I find is a mess So I break my heart for the sake of my art Hope it makes me a star 'Cause I'm lost in the dark, I'm lost in the dark And it's so hard to see when all damn day you're sound asleep [Chorus: Sarcastic Sounds & Rxseboy] I'm a disappointment I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments Then complain about the outcome of my choices It feels pointless when I try to avoid All of the thoughts in my head Lately, I just wait on one good reason I should even try to wake up, 'cause that shit Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed What time is it? Oh my gosh, I'm late for work again [Verse 2: Rxseboy] Yo, I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fucking tell In my momma crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve I would throw my whole allowance in a fountain Empty out my bank account But with my luck, it probably wouldn't even help Dawg, I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (For real) I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times I know that I could do whatever it takes (I got it) But when it all crumbles and crashes, I'll be back on my ass And I already know what I'm gonna say (Yeah) [Chorus: Sarcastic Sounds] I'm a disappointment I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments Then complain about the outcome of my choices It feels pointless when I try to avoid All of the thoughts in my head Lately, I just wait on one good reason I should even try to wake up, 'cause that shit Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed