I Can’t Care

Lyrics

[Verse one] All along never speaking with conviction Right now I think we need re-definition I wanna know just what we mean by intermission Is it me that you've been missing? What's the reason for this visit? Because, I'm sick of thinking this is freedom when it isn't And what I'm feeling in between us has been shifted I'm not that interested in reading your opinion You could text me what you think But you're not seeing with my vision- no no 20/20 in hindsight, and my minds right Now that all of our lies are in the limelight We've been seeing other people for some time But you wanted us to hide like we aren't living in the twilight Ha, reality in my eye sight You've been fucking with your ex since we met I've been with my best friend several times since July right? Maybe now we'll let it die right [Hook: Renee Coolbrith] So scared of sleeping on your own, oh I can't care I said I'm sleeping on my own while You're laying there [Verse two] We had a pattern so toxic, I couldn't fathom how to stop it Swear that I would leave, I would throw away the key But you found a way to me like a locksmith And I don't think I'm any better, Im obnoxious Wishy-washy, indecisive with my options So when I finally found momentum, from somebody I'd just met I swear I left this fucking planet like a rocket And I don't ever even plan on getting off it Been in orbit with a goddess in the cockpit, colossus Yeah, about to change my whole conscious I don't ever look at me and think that I am flawless I'm a work in progress, I'm a draft for any artist and I don't ever claim to really know just where my heart is, nah But I notice where it isn't Not really talking and I know that I've been distant I know you wanted a goodbye, I didn't give it But I had to go that minute, I didn't mean to make you livid This is more than 16 bars over my limit But my faults are never hidden, I say it all and admit it You don't understand it, I didn't plan it, don't you get it? I'm not sorry that it ended, I'm sorry for how I did it ugh Yeah, I'm not sorry that it ended, Im sorry for how I did it, ugh [Hook: Renee Coolbrith] So scared of sleeping on your own, oh I can't care I said I'm sleeping on my own while You're laying there