​idiot

Lyrics

[Intro] Hey Mel, umm, I just read your peach post, and got your texts last night, and I liked your peach post without reading the comments first, and I'm just checking to see if you're okay, umm (Take it out out out) (In the bath room room) (Keep it in your phone case) (Keep it close to you) (Take it out out out) (In the bath room room) (Keep it in your phone case) (Keep it close) [Verse 1] I wish I fuckin worked right I wanna take walks on the westside Without feeling like I might die Static tearing out the night sky I wish I fuckin worked right I wanna take walks on the westside Without feeling like I might die Static tearing out the night sky [Chorus] I don't wanna wake you I don't wanna bother I don't wanna fakе it It's obvious I'm not her Caught in my obsessions Or just being honеst I'm a disappointment Say it's not ironic [Verse 2] I get kinda scared to talk sometimes Feel like I'm faking my whole life And all the stupid shit that makes me cry Thinking I should let it pass me by Better people wrote all my best lines And they're out there living their best lives I'm so caught up tryna make up lies Out of people tryna have a good time Sometimes I wonder if they hear me I'm quiet but i feel like I'm screaming See how long I can live without breathing And if I get it just right I can push those feelings Right down, forget about it Go out, get fucked up, shouting I'm alive for now because I found a way to kill myself [Chorus] I don't wanna wake you I don't wanna bother I don't wanna fake it It's obvious I'm not her Caught in my obsessions Or just being honest I'm a disappointment Say it's not ironic [Outro] I get kinda scared to talk sometimes Cause I know i'm taking my own life Why am I always so afraid to die (Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing) If it's not even the first time I tried (Facedown, pavement) Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing Facedown, pavement And, umm, please call me