My Thoughts

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Good morning, I wrote this song instead I said I need to clear some things out of my damn head About us, you & me, what we gonna be I find it hard to find a way past all our history I know it's tragic, I sit at home alone, working on my music then I wonder why no-one hits up my phone I say I'm busy when I'm not so I can be alone, then get mad when you don't call up my damn phone I can be complicated, understand why you're frustrated But you gotta know, when I am low, I don't wanna be faded Don't wanna be by myself, cause sometimes it feels like hell I find it hard to open up, cause this ain't show & tell [Pre-Chorus] Too many times, people I gеt close to leave So I hidе myself away so they can't hear me breathe People close to me, thinking that they can deceive me [Chorus] If you don't mind, imma stay this time Because I know I fucked up, to treat you wrong When you should've been worshipped, like an angel An angel yeah Is it wrong for me to say I'm sorry again? I just can't think about you & him [Verse 2] I don't know why I'm like this Why I can write a list, 4 pages of what I did Your voice is what I miss, Keep thinking about the kiss & I can't help thinking that I push away the people that are close to me I like to walk in the rain, just to feel something real Cause sometimes I can't deal With the feelings inside of me, pushing & pulling Pushing me down & pulling me under the ground I don't really think, that I'm worth it Coz I done wrong by you so many times I don't know why you, choose to stay with me If you're happier with him instead I have doubts I have thoughts About myself & my ways everyday I think I'll be fine, but I won't promise you Coz I don't want to lie to you [Chorus] If you don't mind, imma stay this time Because I know I fucked up, to treat you wrong When you should've been worshipped, like an angel An angel yeah Is it wrong for me to say I'm sorry again? I just can't think about you & him No