What It’s Gonna Be

Lyrics

[Chorus] I've been living in this hell My mind playing tricks on me I can't ever seem to get a fucking break It'll be what it's gonna be I'm glad that you wish I was dead It shows that you never really cared Guess I'm just shocked though But it'll be what it's gonna be [Verse 1] It'll be what it's gonna be Being on my own & acting like it's not affecting me Going through the pics, reminiscing how I truly loved her she Always made me feel it but I guess it wasn't meant to be (Guess it wasn't meant to be) I walk alone round my home streets Clearing my head, but I can't cut you outta my dreams Drinking too much, but I don't wanna lеt it get to me Proof is so high, so I'll be feeling it еventually [Pre-Chorus] You left me broken inside I still don't understand why You only wasted my time The tears they made me go blind Like I was dying inside & I know, everyday was tryna relive better times [Chorus] I've been living in this hell (Yeah,yeah) My mind playing tricks on me (Playing tricks on me) I can't ever seem to get a fucking break (Yeah, yeah) It'll be what it's gonna be (Yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm glad that you wish I was dead (That you wishing I was dead) It shows that you never really cared (That you never really cared) Guess I'm just shocked though (Yeah, yeah) But it'll be what it's gonna be [Post-Chorus] Oh, oh But it'll be what it's gonna be Be what it's gonna [Verse 2] Times when it was better in our first year Better off not knowing some things It's hard to think about Nights when we thought, that it would last forever You know, you know, you know & please don't say that you're wanting me back Coz I've heard it all before, so much I've lost track I can't go back to feeling like I did Now the memories are stained & it don't add up Thought I'd be begging for you back You had me real fucked up But I knew that there would always be an end (But it came quicker than I thought it would) [Chorus] I've been living in this hell My mind playing tricks on me I can't ever seem to get a fucking break It'll be what it's gonna be (Be what it's gonna, be what it's gonna be) X4 I'm glad that you wish I was dead It shows that you never really cared Guess I'm just shocked though But it'll be what it's gonna be [Outro] Oh, oh Oh, yeah Oh, oh, oh