Way Before

Lyrics

[Hook: S God] I can't take this pain no more Can't be inside my brain no more It's gotten to much, and I can't ignore Wanna go back to the way before I can't take this pain no more Can't be inside my brain no more It's gotten to much and I can't ignore Wanna go back to the way before [Verse 1: S God] Now that I'm older, I hate myself more Emotions and logic are always at war Jealous, possesive and too insecure Impatiant and selfish, I fall to the floor Love too much, and it's part of the problem Drive myself crazy tryna live life flawless I can't be what they want me to Hard to keep track of what they want me to do I hate that I'm sensitive, take things too negative Feelings too delicate Always to hesitant, feel like my heart is my only true nemesis She gone remember the times that I've ruind for being so foolish and acting so stupid She says not to worry, 'cause I am just human, the truth is in life I exsist as a nuisance [Hook: S God] I can't take this pain no more Can't be inside my brain no more It's gotten to much, and I can't ignore Wanna go back to the way before I can't take this pain no more Can't be inside my brain no more It's gotten to much and I can't ignore Wanna go back to the way before [Verse 2: S God] Expect too much, never satisfied I feel like it'd be better if I up and died Held back by a childish sense of pride And it's not even something I can try and hide I know that I'm wrong, but my feelings too strong, and I feel like I can't keep control of it all Hard to keep private things out of the public, emotionally immature, my downfall So hard to trust when you feel "not enough" and you can't accept love 'cause you hate yourself My heart and my brain never seem to agree and it's torture 'cause I just betray myself Anytime something goes wrong in my life that I cannot control I just blame myself Can't live without her 'cause she is my hero, I need her to save me, can't save myself [Bridge: S God] Yuh, can't save myself I can't save myself Aye, can't save myself I need her to save me, can't save myself Yuh, can't save myself I can't save myself Aye, can't save myself I need her to save me, can't save myself [Hook: S God] I can't take this pain no more Can't be inside my brain no more It's gotten to much, and I can't ignore Wanna go back to the way before I can't take this pain no more Can't be inside my brain no more It's gotten to much and I can't ignore Wanna go back to the way before