Wasted Time

Lyrics

[Verse: S God] I don't know if I'm ever gonna make it, if anyone is ever gonna fuck with what I'm sayin' Is it useless? Is it just wasted time? Pointless lader that I climb, delusion in my mind? Is it even worth tryin'? I don't know 'Cause I've been trying my best, and ain't got shit to show It's a long road to get to where I wanna go This that year away from college flow This that I don't know what Imma do for commas flow This that I don't want a 9 to 5 But of course I'm gonna do it if I need to survive It's just something I don't wanna have to need in my life But I gotta pay the bills and keep feeding my wife Keep the roof over head and keep clothes on our backs So I need a backup plan, man it can't just be rap Can't rely on the plaques 'Cause it's all about stability And music is a far cry from being just about ability, it's a pitty see 'Cause I know I got the talent and potential But it's all about virality and being in peoples mental I don't know if I can do it but I'll be damned if I don't try So Imma give it my all until I either fail or die And if I never make it, least I made some brothers for life Found a way to express my mind, make depression die 'Cause life was trying to pull me under, my theatre of dreams turned to a saddened thunder, nightmareish slumber 'Till I found a girl that love me, told her that I love her Put the pen to paper, I became a stunner Faced my demons, said fuck being a runner, I refuse to be killed So now I''m starting on the path that I must walk to rebuild [Hook: S God] And I know that it's unrealistic, but I got what it takes to do this shit So Imma try not to be pessimistic, focus energy on being artistic Said I know that it's unrealistic, but I got what it takes to do this shit So Imma try not to be pessimistic, focus energy on being artistic And I know that it's unrealistic, but I got what it takes to do this shit So Imma try not to be pessimistic, focus energy on being artistic Said I know that it's unrealistic, but I got what it takes to do this shit So Imma try not to be pessimistic, focus energy on being artistic