Beginning of the End

Lyrics

[Part 1] [Intro: SATURNULTRA] Ayy, posted up with doin' fine [Verse 1: zombAe] My seashells been afloat I got no place to go And everyday that I see is just another boat But they always leave at sea They tell me: "majesty, we won't ever come back, especially not for you and me" Not one day will go past when I just don't think of them The sailors that left out at sea and wandered instead And I question this everyday of what's up with them If they all decide to break off from their stems I mean, I'm going down with the ship, uh Facing the bottomless pit, uh I see the face of a beast, and There's nothing left to resist, but I see what's on land, and I got nothing on hand And I got places to stay And I got no place to stand I mean, I must be a voyager, even if it means that I'll be Ishmael, chasing white whales Blow my destiny in debt, uh Wretched in this debt I might die of strep For my voice will go out dead I won't go out dead, uh I won't go out dead, uh I will conquer death, uh I will conquer death, uh Suck it, eat my dick, uh I won't go out sick, uh I won't get out dead, uh Heaven's in my head [Verse 2: Charlotte Crosby] I keep on feeling defeated, it's more depression I'm feeling And I'll keep having these questions, like "will my friends be arrested?" For some it's heaven on earth, for what's dead in the dirt I keep on breaking up and breaking down 'cause I feel like I'm the worst I see you fucking agree, oh god I'm fucking egregious With all these opps that I'm seeing, I sense I need to be fleeing I'm just a corpse that keeps bleeding As I decease and will rot And if I go to fucking hell I just hope the devil's hot First of all I'm not a boy, I'm a fucking girl So get that straight bitch, I ain't a straight bitch So we've become one, and I've become three But the only one breaking up in here is just me Let's go We up, and you down Submerge and just drown But then, we'll come around 'Till then we say, fuck the game we're all choking Leaving us all so broken All these thoughts though echoing And there's something wrong, but keep going, yeah There's something wrong, but keep going (c'mon) There's something wrong, but keep going (let's go) There's something wrong, but keep going There's something wrong, yeah there's something wrong There's something wrong Yeah, there's something wrong Something wrong There's something wrong, but I kept going I can't stop my mistakes, I kept repeating them I can't stop my mistakes, I kept repeating them I can't stop, I can't stop I can't stop, I can't stop I know it may seem like it's been bleak for the longest I know we feel weak, but I'm sure you were the strongest Us girls in the end, yeah I know we'll stay together Be us demons or angels, I'll still love us forever [Verse 3: doin' fine] Beginning of the end, it's the wringing of my neck My choker's too tight, locomotive's haywire So sleep tight, hear that? That's a lullaby Beginning of the end and the end is me Because I'm only beginning I'm lonely and sipping on something acidic I feel it just ripping through me I look like Hifumi Takimoto I feel like a, a tsuchinaoko 'Cause the internet loves me But I'm venomous and fake Yeah I'm envious of pain Embryo inside me bursting out through my face Blood logged microphone and I'm smiling for the first time The last time I let my eyes close Poof, just like that then I'm gone Nothing left of me but a couple of nice songs Feel like my whole life's drawn (just like I-) Got scythes boring in, that's not hard or nothing I'm just a lil fag in a crop top and fishnets while I rap this verse And guess who's first? Fuck out the way cunt, it's me first It's always me first It's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end [Part 2] [Extended Instrumental] [Samples] It's good enough I'll show you our cemetery, you'll find some very interesting epitaphs on the tombstones. Some of them are real cheery like... May I see what you've been reading please? (Giving sloppy toppy-) May I see what you've been reading- (Reversed Audio) Oh, I was under the impression- (Giving s-) (Giving sloppy toppy-) [Part 3] [Verse 4: zombAe] My brain Brain cryogenic Kind of like my race but, forever Society teaches me that whites are aesthetic And like the way I'm feeling about the kids on the Instagram They learned pain from life first hand And everything that I see is just in the flange And nowhere else that I can go without being damaged I know how I can tell that I'm still depressed 'Cause when all my millions come I won't be correct I'm gonna disappear, be a white girl on the internet So what's the point of the world where your value's all your face And there used to be a haven with nothing on display No one had to know my face or my motherfucking age Now the only thing that people want is without boundaries It's astounding and I hate it because it's been drowning me It's astounding and I hate it, nowhere else to stay Everyday I just want my own little space [Verse 5: zombAe] There's nothing left to see There's nowhere else to go There's no place to look behind knowing that's a no You can go away You can run away No one knows who you are except for your face No one knows who you are except for your time No one knows what you said in like before your eye Clocks don't break you You can begin at the end if you choose to They don't see your past, they just see what you can describe and your own two eyes You'll never be defined by anything else Except for what you, you represent yourself Shout out to Allison, fucking proudly You niggas always been bending around I don't care if we're frauds I'll pop the cherry of god I need a chariot, ah I need a chariot, ah