Not What You Pictured

Lyrics

I should be down at the mall with my friends Talking about their boyfriends Obsessing over how the world might end Instead I'm glued to this thing in my hand Sinking deeper into this quicksand I never know when to turn it off, off, off Can you pull me back up again And I've been doing everything that I was told to do To make myself look good for you I'm sick and tired of lying to myself Oh I'm not what you pictured me to be No it's not worth lying I'm just tried to be someone that I'm not trying to be Be someone I wasn't meant to be I'm sorry, but I can't change that I'm not what you pictured me to I should turn off my phone but I'm stuck scrolling again I can't not envy that girls on my screen They're who I want to be I wish we could see the truth Behind the mask Show us the truth that It's not picture perfect, no The facade is working And I've been doing everything that I was told to do To make myself look good for you I'm sick and tired of lying to myself Oh I'm not what you pictured me to be No it's not worth lying I'm just tried to be someone that I'm not trying to be Be someone I wasn't meant to be I'm sorry, but I can't change that I'm not what you pictured me to be I'm not what you pictured me to be I'm not what you pictured me to... Pick yourself off the ground Act like you do when no one's around We are not turning back now I think it's time to put my phone down… "Okay, so something like…" I'm not what you pictured me to be No it's not worth lying I'm just tried to be someone that I'm not trying to Be someone I wasn't meant to be I'm sorry, but I can't change that I'm not what you pictured me to