​emotionless catastrophe

Lyrics

[Intro] I just wanted to let you know I've been on both sides I know how it is when you're low But from the moment you're born to the moment you die Everything is up to you Stop wasting you're time 起死回生 (kishikaisei) [Verse 1] Turns out i'm just emotionless catastrophe I feel nothing im empty but actually You dont know i got giant capacity For your shit but you fill it so rapidly My demons are killing me absently You think i am living in rhapsody Damn i wish that my life was a fantasy But i am anxiously living in agony It's constantly there i am here to confess Bother me now cause im used to that stress Apologies work but i do not express how i feel You think that im blind though? blasphemy Insult my kindness but praise me at first Ignorе that im human ignore that it hurts I know that you know that nobody deservеs it I get it maybe im cursed shit I feel like im stuck in a maze Feel like im stuck in a cage now Feel like im running a race im not winning Feel like im stuck with the sinning To deal with the pain and this feeling of loneliness Feeling of hopelessness Stealing some faith from the others Then say im not bothered This lifestyle is crazy i wish i could change myself I should be grateful but i hate myself [Chorus] Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay I just wish i had a place to hide the pain away Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay I just wish i had a place to hide away [Verse 2] I wish i could explain this I want you to understand this And i wish i'm faking this But nah i take it as it is And no matter how deep the hole is You can always get out of it You ain't helpless you got hope you should notice That things are going down or up Just focus you know this You know the time has finally come To stop falling its enough Just call me and ill be there Helping you get through it There's always some love to it And you knew it But you never had somebody to prove it So i will do it [Chorus] Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay I just wish i had a place to hide the pain away Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay I just wish i had a place to hide away