Lyrics

I spend time, searching my mind, walking blindly I'm alive but I don't know why my thoughts threaten me Paranoia, fear and guilt, I hope I don't explode I'm a bomb that you can't diffuse A gun that you can't unload I don't listen, I don't know, man I don't care You're talking 'bout all the hell you've seen Man, I live there Talk to me and it goes right through I never heard a word you said Save your breath 'cause it's no use You're talking to the living dead Oh, bullet driven eyes, yeah, what can you tell me? Oh, I'm living in a nightmare, yeah I'm on the edge, shrinking back from the ledge Looking out my window, down upon my heritage Strip malls, thin walls, people paralyzed beneath the sun Why me, why now? I see the dirty millions and I try to survive somehow Got no reasons, got no needs I hear gunshots, I hear screams What can you do to me, what can you say? I used to be alive but I threw it all away I used to have problems, I used to live a lie I've seen the sidewalk bleed And I watched the mother cry I used to have a mind, I used to wonder why But now I go from day to day and wait around to die like he did Like he did (x4)