Shame

Lyrics

I wonder if you can see I wonder if you can tell I wonder if you see through The mask I wear so well for you I'll never let you know what's going on inside me My shame locks me down All the things I wanted to tell you Are all the things I never will Every time you reached out to me All I did was push you away I can't unchain the beast that screams inside me I hate it, it's what I am It makes me sick to be so mean From where I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom I am obscene You smile at me I smile back You ask me how I am I tell you that I'm fine I don't why I'm so torn up inside my mind The darkness, it swallows me whole It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame It's shame At least I don't lie At least I don't lie I don't look at myself and say "Man, you're doing just fine You're doing great." I'm not living in a lie I'm not living in a lie Or am I? It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face Shame Don't go too deep Don't ask me why Don't try to know me Don't make me lie I wish I didn't know the things I know so well I try to change, but it's what I am It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame It's shame, shame I'm not living in a lie, am I? I'm not living in a lie, am I? No