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When I close my eyes All I see are visions of you And then I open my eyes, your absence holds me down I try but I can't shake myself loose I can't command my brain All I do is shrink and think of one thing I'm sitting alone beside me I'm digging a hole inside myself All I want in the world I think I've found When I look into your eyes All I know is that I'm tired of the world around me Please, please, please Don't ignore me Dedicated, here I am Thinking of you with everything within me I know you'll never feel me, never see me Never know these thoughts of mine But in my mind you're always there Always smiling, always reaching out to me The days go on with heartache The days go on with emptiness All I want is to somehow matter to you Even if all else rejects me All I know is that I'm hammered by the world around me Please, please, please Don't destroy me Don't destroy me Don't destroy me Don't destroy me All I want is the world I think I've found When I look into your eyes All I know is that I'm tired of the world around me Please, please, please Don't ignore me I'd burn down time Trying to find a way to get through to you I know I'm standing in line for handouts that'll never come But still, I don't care Feeling like, looking like They've confused everything Pure is everything I am Laid out, wide-eyed, exposed Unable to forget you All I want is to somehow matter to you Even all else rejects me All I know is that I'm hammered by the world around me Please, please, please Don't destroy me