Never Thought

Lyrics

I let my courage down And I stayed up all night I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams That I was wrong and they were right I dream in color I live in black and white Still I have those days when I'm stumbling through the grays When I drink for boredom and for spite And I was looking for clues inside my d�j� vus But I found I'm lost again I found I've lost again No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy So will I suffer Or will I be alright I look up into the stars And then look down to count my scars And I know mercy I was looking for clues inside my deja vus But I found I'm lost again Was looking for ways around the cliches But now I'm caught again Looks like I'm caught again And I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy I let my courage down I stayed up all night I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams That I was wrong and yeah, you were right I was looking for ways around the cliches But I found I'm caught again I was looking for clues inside my deja vus And now I'm lost again I found I've lost you again No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy Oh, it goes on and on When I have the wills You only have the won't's When I have the do's You always seem to have the don't's But that's O.K. I'm only burned on the inside