Suicide

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Breakin' down the atoms this is all physics Everything revolves around cash yo it's what you call business Till you drop the ball down the rabbit hole and go and fall in it Try to climb the wall till you're askin how tall is it It's like a ladder to heaven the badder the better They say it doesn't matter the weapon still we find ways to kill ourselves Drown in our own emotion till we're floatin' on a boat of sorrow Hopeless, knowin' that there'l be no tomorrow This pill is hard to swallow still I lift the bottle, swig it back I don't got everything in tact, not thinkin' on track And no way to bring me back, darkness Everyone seems to be heartless Hard days, goin' through these hardships Starvin' for a little piece of sanity in mind Very aware that I'll leave my family behind If I go through with this, but life I have no use for it Yo I'm stuck in a cycle and I just wanna let my life go [Verse 2] What's the reason for existence why do people wanna live Why even go on when we can call it quits There's pain that just won't go away There's days where I don't feel like doin' anything And I got nothin' to say I can kneel and pray to a higher power Or I can call my dealer say I want a bag and I'll be high in an hour It's all the same, to you it's like a walk of shame In that mindstate it's like I'm walkin down the hall of fame How many greats had drug overdoses How many took a puff and didn't know what they were smokin' This is the age we're livin in No way to save you from this prison This the system that we're born into, better start conformin' soon But I can go to a place to rest and decide If I can do everything I can to make the best of my life No one decides what you and I does but ourselves And no you won't hate your life when you learn to love yourself, c'mon