Seven Seas

Lyrics

[Intro Sample] "Only last week, I murdered a rock, injured a stone, hospitalized a brick. I'm so mean I make medicine sick The man who beat me hasn't been born yet." [Verse 1]: Wish I had the backbone of Ali Instead I'm bending backwards just so I'll be Accepted by skeptics connected in my surroundings Instead of being neglected or rejected from beings that Collectively seize respect from drowning Others in deeper waters Drowning in my own thoughts and Surrounded by nothing but cowards Caught in, waves instead of making them Left with the god forsaken pen Mistaken, taken aback by the endless mass of complacent men Or maybe instead of cowards I'm surrounded by mirrors Maybe I'm dramatizing my reality so that I can feel a Bit sorry for myself Hoping that I can appear a Person yearning for help Just wanting others to come nearer Worsening habit of seeking attention Forfeiting battle against a deceitful penchant Feeble means of expression We couldve mentioned the Dreams of ascension See, maybe things are better off than I seem to understand Maybe I waste too much time dreaming of some other land A wonder land That doesn't exist Set sail for the seven seas With no avail, searching for a place more heavenly, amidst My preoccupied imagination Mind unravels as I lie inside my basement Unearned victory is what I'm tasting I cannot travel, im missing my passport So instead of travel I time travel and fast forward To a different distance future Listening to something you not used to Use the, music to lose it, half past two in the afternoon couldn't come any sooner [hook] Trying to find a lifeboat and I know I might go just Lay in the sea for a while For a while [Verse 2]: Wish I had the backbone of Ali Mine sure is quivering, failure to deliver has, got me In a state of paralysis, inanimate as a mannequin, panicking, its a mishap as I'm babbling tryna handle it Probably This happened in a split second, a passing moment, that no one else know of, but my memory won't let go of It, so dependent, on other people approval, when I'm my biggest critic, but I don't know what else to do when I am losing control Am i thinking too deeply? Why I can't I let this go? Does no one else wanna see me? The Pitiful insecure Kid making mountains so easy But only out of mole Hills, spill truth till it leaves me Left with questions to contemplate Surely the rest of y'all can say "I have bigger problems on plate" I contest? I should walk in shame Why am I so focused on my own tribulations? When everyone has their own set trials that they're facing I [hook] Trying to find a lifeboat and I know I might go just Lay in the sea for a while For a while Something that I gotta do Something that I gotta do Something that I gotta do But everybody telling me like homie you got lots to prove [Interlude Sample]: Why did we go to the moon? Because it's there Why are we trying to go to Mars? Because it's there Columbus wouldn't have discovered America if he didn't take a risk So he who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life I'm a risk taker And that four time championship [that] is there, I'm the only man that got that close to it It's something I gotta do Something that I gotta do Something that I gotta do Something that I gotta do But everybody telling me like homie you got lots to prove Something that I gotta do Something that I gotta do Something that I gotta do But everybody telling me like homie you got lots to prove (Talk and talk and talk and talk...[humming]) [Verse 3]: I will find the way to Recognize my blessing instead of playing victim Centralize the vision by flowing with the rhythm I know its in the written wisdom Find soul within the twisted system 'Casso depicted self division I flow a little different river Just like a Girl Before a Mirror I know I shiver I know I shimmer Full dawn or moonlight Cold water figure Is my reflection on these seven seas Fine connection drawn in these different kinds of melodies I don't care if you looking for punch lines I don't give a damn if you do not understand what I lay down on the front line Cause sometimes, in conversation I cannot articulate But giving a little bit a time with my rhymes and I can begin to find my way to mitigate The stitches sealing my lips Sailing ship giving me the current to indicate, even innovate, hell even obtain brain food on a dinner plate Never been afraid Watch as I pen my fate My eyes say it all? Rip the tongue out of my iris Be happy with who you are Then worry about who admires us I'll just, swim in the pool of thought Been to these newer waters Bucketful or by drop Ship will never sink as I garner The energy to set me free there better be No compromising This is me relieving stress, just to see, my mighty trident No apologizing As I am, sailing the seven seas, a reverie turned remedy, reaching for farther horizons [drowning noises]