I’m Different

Lyrics

[Produced by RMS] [Verse 1] Doing it better, Typing the letter On the keys of the piano Holding on by a tether Fever pitch, shrieking in soprano Improvising imminent demise Cold eyes Told lies Bold cries Reaching a point where the soul dies Oh my Searching for the beacon In the sea of my demons, I am screaming Seasoned legions seizing my freezing Eden that's been beaten Freedom grieving, believing the feeling of seeing the end Wake up in a cold sweat, I've been dreaming I bend 4:07 on the clock, darkness engulfing the rest of the block Cul de sac But my life is even more of a dead end So the dream state each day is more than my best friend It's a safe haven, way of escaping Evade from the mayhem Bc reality is... Or maybe it isn't? Am I awake or still dreaming, it seems that I got it twisted It seems that I got it twisted Avada kedavra, clock no longer Showing the time cause I killed it Or maybe just shot the messenger Tryna tell me the Way to live is stay awake But then I'd have to listen to Other people's thoughts and wishes but I just wanna live in a world where I can Believe what I see through my retina Believe what I Am I awake or still dreaming it seems that I got twisted It seems that all of y'all are just sabotaging my vision [Verse 2] My bare feet scrape the cold hard wood floor Chills shoot through my tendons and my spinal cord Breath heavy, drag myself to the window Spot a '96 Chevy, decal of an eagle, wings spread as far as it can go Shoulder blades shifting, stretching Feathered wings rifting, catching Feeling of lifting Giving, a lean outside the window Temp high but the wind low Fully aware that a leap of two dozen stories will not take me to limbo "I am ready Ready to fly I'm different", said everyone else that took a leap of faith and died Inside, of my pocket, did reside an mp3, play button nudged against the window sill and that just said to me: 'I love myself' [Outro] I love myself I love myself Music can save you So use it to save you The music can save you [Skit] Hi there, I have a delivery for one Mr. Jones. Two packages of grape flavored powder-mix. Yep sign right there and right there. Alrighty, thank you sir have a good day