Take This

Lyrics

[Intro] Ricky Yeah North Part CT [Verse] I know I disappoint you And you really make a point too When I'm with you, I'm in heaven But the underground is where I'm really going to If you're with me, then you're going to My little brother's just a baby, but he's going too I'm living too crazy, but I'm born to I listen to Darby Crash, and I listen to Korn too I'm aware of all the shit that I do I know that I ignore you Like my life wasn't tough enough They tell you toughen up I tell that bitch she don't fuck enough She don't like to do the stuff I love She says I'm here for you, I'm the only one that'll care for you It ain't me, darling, it ain't me The sheriff and the sergeant hate me, your daddy hate me It's something in me that you see, that they can't see They gonna try to copy my cadence They gonna make it blatant They won't act like they Love me They gon' act like they're hating I got a mistress, a maiden In the hotel that I stay in We gon' have relations In this bed that I lay in Every time that I'm dying You ain't never helping I know that sounds selfish But I feel helpless I got no one to tell this, shit to But here it goes, I miss you I piss blue, I wish you Was coming back to me like you said you was going to Then you went and died like you said that you would They don't know what it's like to live misunderstood But I do, I go through the same shit you go through I feel like I know you, so hold those stories close to your heart Everything I told you is so true They act like they don't know you I know that they know you They know the pain too When you leave, I remain too With all the people you left here I do my best here, this is my best year Ain't nothing that I left here Expect a body, I took my soul with me I hopped in a Chevy, took a hoe with me She tryna go down this hole with me What you see? Babe, what you see? What it is, ma, what it is?