Now Or Never

Lyrics

Verse 1: It's now or never dog You ready for this life or not Nobody said it would be easy Gotta fight for your spot Weeks on end No friends, no relationships They don't ever hear from you so they think you turned fake and shit Not knowing your heart is broken You've just gotten so much better at not showing certain emotion No longer soft spoken cuz you figured out closed mouths don't get fed and breads one thing you're tired of not holdin Mama ain't work so hard for me to waste this chance Life might be a bitch but ima take this dance Look death up in his eyes and ima shake his hand Cuz all my life I been waiting for this yeah Said it's now or never we gonna live on forever Yeah yeah Said it's now or never we gonna live on forever Chorus: All these problems in my past I'm tryna let it be and move on I got my whole life ahead of me All these people always ask me if I'm ready for it Shit Man I'm ready as I'll ever be All these problems in my past I'm tryna let it be and move on I got my whole life ahead of me All these people always ask me if I'm ready for it Shit Man I'm ready as I'll ever be Verse 2: It's like the brighter that I shine The more I'm blinded by the light It's like the higher that I climb The more I'm frightened by the height But I refuse to live a lie Don't know if that's wrong or right (yeah yeah) But just know that if I die That I died living life And lord please protect my mama from All of life's woes I know there's a lotta them I worry bout her out here alone And I can't recall the last time I picked up a phone Oh the irony, I should be With you In your time of need But I'm too busy tryna be The man you taught me how to be Hope you proud of me I have to fly and spread my wings To reach for bigger better things One day I'll bring you everything I love you ma Chorus: All these problems in my past I'm tryna let it be and move on I got my whole life ahead of me All these people always ask me if I'm ready for it Shit Man I'm ready as I'll ever be All these problems in my past I'm tryna let it be and move on I got my whole life ahead of me All these people always ask me if I'm ready for it Shit Man I'm ready as I'll ever be (Hidden track "Letter to my son") If you hearing this, I guess you're here You been on my mind for a couple years Time to time, I done shed a couple tears You my son, my light, you the sum of all my fears Because growing up I ain't never had that father figure And your grandma, she ain't never had a lot to give us But she damn sure gave everything she had Was my mother and my dad, my first friend and my last so I promise you Ima do my best to be a boss for you stay up on my grind and ima make it to the top for you Even when I'm busy ima always make time for you and Even when I'm scared I'll be a man do what I gotta do To let you know that you a blessing to this earth I'll never tell you things to make you question your worth I'll never lie to you cuz I know how that shit hurt, you my son, my blood, I'll give you all the love you deserve And if ever you scared I'll help to build your confidence And just to be fair I'm new to all this father shit But ima be there at every parent teacher conference To talk about your grades and all your big accomplishments and milestones You won't ever have to cry alone Son I swear to god you won't ever hear that dial tone And wonder where I'm at cuz I'm right here where I belong I'm at home If you need some lifting up then I'll be strong ima teach you how to build a team, just put your trust in god have faith in the unseen Show you how to chase a dream, to get it by any means and always protect your mother cuz your mother is your queen So many things I wanna say to you, no matter how long it takes, im gonna wait for you And one day I'll give you everything you never had And son I'll try my best to be a better dad