What I’m Trying To Say

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I render my feelings to an obstinate course Deliver my goals to an unyielding force Lavishly creating the favor that I beckon Crudely decorating the behavior I desire [Verse 2] I submit my lust to a torture unknowing Refuse to venture, run the risk of showing Highly amusing the uninvited guest Quietly refusing the water I had blessed [Pre-Chorus] I contemplate these words to capture how I feel I conclude in my heart this is no big deal I write all this down without the faintеst idea [Chorus] What I'm trying to say What I'm trying to say [Verse 3] I rip raw flesh in an effort to kill I disguisе my voice, an inadequate thrill Disregarding pleasure to survive a black era Wonder why I'm staring in my rear view mirror [Pre-Chorus] I contemplate these words to capture how I feel I conclude in my heart this is no big deal I write all this down without the faintest idea [Chorus] What I'm trying to say What I'm trying to say [Pre-Chorus] I contemplate these words to capture how I feel I conclude in my heart this is no big deal I write all this down without the faintest idea [Chorus] What I'm trying to say What I'm trying to say