I died when i was 16

Lyrics

[Intro] [Verse] I see my way's fucked up But I don't intend on changing I never say what's up I already see all the faking I know my hate won't front I express it and I'm hatesick Wake up to a hangover Every day it's just the same shit They all gon regret it when I walk out Like I've always said, I'll never calm down I don't ever really talk now Sipping whisky till it's all out Bitches don't care bout your heart now And now that I've said it she might call now I don't ever deal with fallout I just hide and hit the bong now Would shit change if I never saw that Take another hit till my eyеs roll back Everything is blurry, no direction, no path Try each day and I always fall flat If I triеd to get clean I'd just fucking relapse Too restless, I can never relax Tear down my past just to cover my tracks Tried to get help once, I can never go back Everything I do fucking hurts like shit Fuck your help, I stay locked in my pit Can't put work into fixing this I'm beyond repair, disappear in the mist Getting too high just to cope Only peace when I'm breathing this smoke I don't ever wanna be known Fuck all you people, I'm alone