Kitty (Initial P Remix)

Song Meaning

The lyrics present a persona grappling with identity and seeking unconditional acceptance, blurring lines between self and the 'kitty' moniker. The opening lines immediately establish this ambiguity: "Perhaps i might be boku wa / I am a boy, kamo shirenai shi / Perhaps i might be watashi / I am a girl, kamo sirenai." This sets a tone of fluid self-definition, questioning whether the speaker is a boy or a girl, and by extension, what labels truly fit. The central plea is for love regardless of this shifting identity, asking "Do you still like Onnaji Youni?" and "Do you love me?" even if the speaker's gender or nature changes. The core tension lies in the desire for deep, unwavering affection versus the speaker's own perceived monstrous or alien nature. They admit to being a "selfish monster" and a "capricious alien," yet crave tender, passionate love and to be "tamed." This paradox fuels the lyrics, as the speaker simultaneously pushes away and pulls closer, demanding affection while warning "If you can not / Don't touch myao!" The repeated request for physical affection, like being patted on the head or resting their head on an arm, highlights a need for comfort and validation that transcends specific identity markers. A striking element is the juxtaposition of vulnerability with a defiant, almost aggressive stance. The speaker rejects conventional paths and advice, stating "Lectures nante unzari / Love you but i will not listen." They also express a desire for a love that is both gentle and intense, asking to be "scold[ed] me with a scary voice" and then "spoiled me lots." This push-and-pull, the demand for both discipline and indulgence, creates a complex emotional landscape where the need for security is met with a challenging, unpredictable persona. Ultimately, the lyrics resonate because they articulate a profound yearning for acceptance in the face of self-doubt and perceived flaws. The repeated questions about being loved "Onaji Yowoni" (the same way) regardless of who or what the speaker is, underscore a deep-seated need to be seen and cherished for their true, albeit fluid, self. The playful yet insistent "myau" and "kitty" references, combined with the more intense declarations of being a monster or alien, create a unique vulnerability that invites the listener to engage with the speaker's complex emotional world.