not my friend

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Every word I say's frustrating I should try to just stop saying All the stupid anecdotes 'Bout all the things I think I know But I would rather sit here waiting Ashamed to take my medication Looking through a lazy eye And call it all a weird fixation [Pre-Chorus] All I really know Is I don't wanna know What it is that I'm thinking So cover up my eyes Tell me that it's fine And hold me till the morning [Chorus] Maybe, I'm, I'm not my friend Just someone stuck in a body Ashamed that I've been hard to find But I try to keep my promise [Verse 2] I celebrate misinformation If I don't like the words I'm saying Practicing my affirmations Like I was told to do But what the fuck does it all mean? To map intentions on a sheep And blame the person next to me Or the universe for hurting me [Pre-Chorus] All I really know Is I don't wanna know What it is that I'm thinking So cover up my eyes Tell me that it's fine And hold me till the morning [Chorus] Maybe, I'm, I'm not my friend Just someone stuck in a body Ashamed that I've been hard to find But I try to keep my promise [Outro] All I really know Is I don't wanna know What it is that I'm thinking So cover up my eyes Tell me that it's fine And hold me till the morning