​bummer

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Looking in the mirror My reflection got me triggered You say that I'm looking pretty I swear that I'm getting thinner I think it must be obvious I can't hear the compliments Just feeling shitty Think that everyone's oblivious [Pre-Chorus] I'm hoping by the summer I won't be feeling like I do Sometimes I wonder Will it always be a bummer? Yeah [Chorus] There are times I wish that I was somebody else Pretending I'm okay but, shit, I'm hating myself Maybe I'm like everybody else In between the smiles, I'm here in hell I'm hating myself [Post-Chorus] Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba I'm hating myself Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba I'm hating myself [Verse 2] Seeing a psychiatrist Hoping I can get this fixed Ask if I'm okay I say, "No, not even a little bit" Feels like I'm inhibited Permanent piece of shit Please just tell me anyway That everything will be okay [Pre-Chorus] I'm hoping by the summer I won't be feeling like I do Sometimes I wonder Will it always be a bummer? Yeah [Chorus] There are times I wish that I was somebody else Pretending I'm okay but, shit, I'm hating myself And maybe I'm like everybody else In between the smiles, I'm here in hell I'm hating myself [Post-Chorus] Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba I'm hating myself Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba I'm hating myself [Bridge] They say I'm being too cautious, sick too often Maybe it's nothing Change the topic 'til it's all forgotten But I think it's common [Refrain] Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba I'm hating myself Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba I'm hating myself [Chorus] There are times I wish that I was somebody else Pretending I'm okay but shit I'm hating myself And maybe I'm like everybody else In between the smiles, I'm here in hell I'm hating myself [Outro] Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba I'm hating myself Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba