It Don’t Matter

Lyrics

[Intro] Da da da da-da Da da-da Da da-da [Verse 1] Sittin' in traffic, another day of feelin' nothin' Tryin' to find somethin', I guess it's back to huffin' Paint and model glue, oh how I die when I look At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue Rainy days and cold stares, broken love affairs Everything's beautiful, as long as I ain't there I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile, who cares I think I'll go to sleep for a while now [Pre-Chorus] I'm barely livin' in my skin Depression's my only friend And I don't know where I am headed Tryin' to forget where I've been And I'm so sick of lyin' God, please show me that silver linin' 'Cause I've heard a tale and I'm not well My head's full of hell and this world's a jail, but [Chorus] And it don't matter and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear And it don't matter and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear [Verse 2] And as the pain begins to displace, had it to ear level with this place You see it on my face, a state of suspended grace Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb I might be present but not in the room To whom it may consume, melting ensembles, bleeding cellos Running through Bordellos drama like Othello Hidin' out from Poncharello, dead off in the Median Fallin' apart like usual, handin' out flyers to my funeral [Pre-Chorus] And, so, they say that life's a play And that all the world's a stage Then for another part, I pray The show ends the same way every day And my heart carries the pain Of a brain I can't explain Am I insane? Am I insane? [Chorus] And it don't matter and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear And it don't matter and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear [Bridge] And everything good is gone And everything good is gone And everything good is gone And everything bad is here And everything bad is here And everything bad is here It doesn't really matter now, does it? [Chorus] And it don't matter and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear It don't matter and I don't care I let my pain into the air 'Cause everything good's over there And everything here's hard to bear, yeah [Outro] It's hard to bear And everything here's hard to bear And everything here's hard to bear Everything here's hard to bear