Lyrics

[Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean ass years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear [Verse 1 Steaknife] Living to die, give me the lies I stare in the sky, a tear in my eye I wipe it away, deny what I feel And hide from myself, I'm losing my will I give and I take it Every which way that I can I cannot continue to battle Me myself as man you understand I know you got something better Than whatever be sitting up inside of me I'm hiding myself in the shadows beside of me [Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean ass years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear [Verse 2 Steaknife and Danny Boone] Losing control, it's bruising my soul It hurts me to think, I pour me a drink If that ain't enough, my heron bone gotta kink My eyes are so red, blood drips when I blink Head screams like a rape date And I think I need a drink but I can't wait Everyday I find another way to tempt fate Born to fight I was trouble out the damn gate And I try to keep it real but I stay fake Like 5 in the morning really ain't late And you hate to wait on the daybreak Two fingers on my neck and I check my rate I shake and... [Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean ass years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear [Verse 3 Danny Boone] Never could live up to lies You lite up my life and just left it on ice And thought that you might be different But didn't apply the time a idiot shit head kid like me Does to fight inadequate feelings and now to get even No doubt as I'm leaving the house And disease and my spouse is the reason I doubt that I'll even be 'round this evening Now its freaking me out this aluminum can Brew in my hand to give me some damn peace Do what I can to be free of insanity Yet for the 30th time, its curtains and Im Searching to find a prettier mind My luck is certainly shitty its blind This wall gon' need a rope climbing up [Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean ass years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear