Depression

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Sean Strange] Check, check, one, two, where's my heartbeat? Yeah, yo I feel empty, no heartbeat, grieve alone And when my father died, the chrome arrived to eat your dome But you don't know, Sean, I'm New York City born, the poor type Rip every venue, I'm telling you, homie, on mic Your future now, keep it moving and I'mma prove you proud Before a crooked cop come around and shoot me down Who with me now, I'm under pressurе, my brain faded Ashamed the way that thе industry and the game changin' They filled with hatred and lookin' to rob a rapper quick And every A&R be actin' up on that faggot shit The way I live life, I never let you in twice And if you burn me once, don't ever try to give me advice The negativity show up unexpected like porch lights I know what you are and the truth is I don't fuck with your type Kokopelli tatted on my right arm I'm like "Mom, my life been feeling like a tickin' time bomb" (What!) [Chorus: Lucy Lovesick] In my dreams I walk alone (Walk alone) Slowly drifting through the cold (Through the cold) Heal these wounds within my soul (Within my soul) As depression takes control (Takes control) To set me free [Verse 2: Mersinary] I contemplated every decision I made Feelin' like Robin Williams in the last couple days My girl gone, I can't blame her if she don't want to stay Witnessin' the demons kill me while I lay and decay Then it was Alice, that white girl I had for fun Everyone that knew I fucked with her said I should run Thought they was crazy, so I went and kept shit quiet Every time I was accused I simply denied it Working a nine to five depressed as fuck tryin' to stay alive Thirteen dollars an hour, how am I gon' survive? Especially goin' from a park bench to a motel with a fake smile Even though you livin' in your own Hell, it's time for me to take a fuckin' stand And change the program, no longer wastin' life on all these grams I created bad habits, the realities of my confession, was the ingredients to my depression [Chorus: Lucy Lovesick] In my dreams I walk alone (Walk alone) Slowly drifting through the cold (Through the cold) Heal these wounds within my soul (Within my soul) As depression takes control (Takes control) To set me free [Verse 3: Goretex] Got a hundred raps in the streets, whoever destined for this beef I mix blunts with strong dust kief and weed from shamanistic beats Agnostic Front, Giancana, the bosses decrease Sanitation, your life is a loss, crushin' to pieces At least the funeral, you can bury the streets leaving you feeble Quick to change clips in the Eagle to kill Tripper down at the Regal Beagle Bags of coke like subwoofers, white like Evel Knievel I push candy for needles, bitches always dyin' out Sleep with the sword and guillotine mask, flash with the nines out Trey pound heavy, bullets smash your face, grape jelly I can burn the corpse, the room never be smelly Disposal specialist, magical treasure of Gore the Treacherous Why fakes dress like Treach from Naughty and Gary from Exodus? Turn thugs to vegetables ODing on medicines Waiting in your crib with Five Percenters and killer sevens Killing reverends and rabbis, fifty shots in your melon! [Chorus: Lucy Lovesick] In my dreams I walk alone (Walk alone) Slowly drifting through the cold (Through the cold) Heal these wounds within my soul (Within my soul) As depression takes control (Takes control) To set me free