Courage

Lyrics

[Verse 1] We're having a sword fight on a Friday night Boy, your words cut me so deep You stress me, I'm taking a long flight on a paper plane When you know I been tryna quit the green [Pre-Chorus] You got some problems, you really do And you abusing my empathy And that's my problem as I'm seduced by a project That's so sexy to me Drain my energy, yeah [Chorus] Ain't got the courage to leave And I know, and I know that's on me And I know, and I know that I'm weak I ain't got the courage to grieve And I know, and I know that I'm weak 'Cause you know that I need you to love me [Verse 2] You want me submissive, using Bible verses Telling me all your false prophecies Need you around, you addictive, but it's clear to see That's a codependency (Ah) [Pre-Chorus] You got some problems, you really do And I'm confused But I got clarity And therapy I know the problem is that I'm used To a cycle of inconsistency And draining energy, yeah [Chorus] Ain't got the courage to leave And I know, and I know that's on me And I know, and I know that I'm weak I ain't got the courage to grieve And I know, and I know that I'm weak 'Cause you know that I need you to love me [Outro] I needed you to love me when I didn't love myself So familiar, cut my inner child, we're used to hell, used to pain Used to be drunk off your bitter fruit Sow the seed, ignore the weeds Just to see the good in you "Man, what's a queen doing with a peasant anyway?" They tried to tell me, but bro dick me off the chain Maybe if you put the same effort into, I don't know, a career Then you could finally leave mine alone 'Stead or oppressing me and stressing me daily Tell me you love, but you treat me like you hate me I took the pill so I never had your baby 'Cause you could never tame me, break me, are you crazy? Yeah, you were burning me good on the slow cooker And yet you had me addicted to your sugar But I be getting clean while you be getting lean And this time next year, I'll be doing me