Lyrics

[Verse 1] If I'm being honest I don't wanna be famous I just wanna make music in the age of people acting shameless In front of cameras, addicted to the phones that they gave us While I'm out here with a pen writing my songs on blank pages Now I need to make reels, now I need to do dances But how can I do something when that ain't really where my heart is? Are you a content creator or are you an artist? Or are you both? Have you set goals? Are you hitting your targets? I need a connection like my phone ain't got service I had purpose but I drifted, now I'm tryna reverse it Focus on my vision more and not be so distracted Never had a vision board and sat with it and practised The women that I needed, they just up and left me I lost faith in love so many times and now I feel so empty Sorry for being real when all they want is nonsense That you like and then it's easily forgotten [Verse 2] I thought I was gonna die when I caught COVID Had to go to the hospital for the recovery process It's been hard on me, you know my asthma had flared up Me and death are acquainted but nothing ever prepares us My symptoms were different man, I really couldn't function I locked myself away from everything so keep your assumptions I needed to rest everything, my body and mind Ignoring messages and calls because I needed to find Some sort of piece, on top of that I wasn't even eating right And all they ask about is why I haven't found a wife So much stress, I got tested, my cholesterol was high It's the truth and nothing but, believe me when I testify I'm just human, I ain't perfect, I've got plenty of vices How you make people feel is everything, that's timeless and priceless I've got so many questions, I guess this is me venting Loyal to the ones I love, I just wanna protect them If I could take your pain and carry it, that's what I'd do I'd sacrifice my happiness for you and that's the truth I can't make it any clearer, understand what I meant If I lost everything tomorrow then I'd still be content