Deadly Shade of Blue

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's a long walk back, for the weak ass rat Hated the ride, I want my dollar back Why do they hate me? What did I do? I want so bad to be loved like you [Chorus] And every night has become a fight So what am I to do? I try to put a good face on I'm a deadly shade of blue There's nowhere left to turn No there's not a light in sight I wish that I could turn 'em on But I don't know, where I lost my light Where I lost my light [Verse 2] I just want, to feel okay Can't get there myself, I'll find another way Float like a feather, fly like a bird I just don't, want it to hurt [Chorus] Cuz every night has bеcome a fight So what am I to do? I try to put a good face on I'm a deadly shadе of blue There's nowhere left to turn No there's not a light in sight I wish that I could turn em on But I don't know, where I lost my light Where I lost my light [Verse 3] I got worse than I deserved (I wish I would have lost the nerve) I wish I would have turned (before I hit the verge) [Chorus] But every night had become a fight So what was I to do? Tried to put a good face on Was a deadly shade of blue Nowhere left to turn No not a light in sight I wish I could have turned 'em on But I don't know, where I lost my light Where I lost my light Where I lost my light Where I lost my light