My Diary

Lyrics

[Intro] I go by the name of Ralo Famerican Gangster You listenin' to my diary (Goon!) Diary of the streets, nigga! (Let's do it) [Verse 1] Remember nobody wouldn't hire me (Why?) Now look, nobody can fuck with me I put myself in a magazine Now my ex tryin' to get back with me I just be ballin', I'm outta control They tried to get me but I wouldn't fold Look how much dope that I sold Remember me sleepin' outdoors Tell me you know Tell me you never gon' try to betray me Tell me you never gon' play with me I need to know Tell me that you gonna stay with me And you gon' go out of your way for me Don't tell me no I don't have a 'Rarri, I don't have a Bentley But I got more money than niggas that's in it I got the deed to the houses they rentin' Fuck who we lost, my nigga we winnin' [Hook] They tried to tell me that I wasn't special They tried to leave me for somebody better They grab through the pot but I put it together They told me forever, they told me forever They lied to me, cheated, and I [?] I get through this shit and I'm gonna be better I wanna be better, I'm gonna be better They tried to put me down but I wouldn't let 'em [Verse 2] They told me that I wasn't goin' to be shit They showed me that they can't see me with shit Bet you forget 'bout the shit that I did I am the reason you niggas exist I took care of their kids I took care of their mommas, I did it with honors Them niggas just horrible How could a nigga say Ro say fuck 'em I did more for you than I did for my mother I gave them my house, and they gave it away I gave them my heart, and they gave it away I see the hatred in me being afraid I asked Allah to just keep me away Keep me away from them niggas They mean me no good, I got that understood I done gave back to the hood How can they not [?] the nigga that do it They tap my phone so they followin' me home I done gave every dog with me a bone I did all that good and they still call me wrong They wan't me out for not put niggas on I put you in matches, how could you abandon me? I thought we were family, that's how you handle me? (My whole family) That's how you handle me? (My whole family) That's how you handle me? [Hook] They tried to tell me that I wasn't special They tried to leave me for somebody better They grab through the pot but I put it together They told me forever, they told me forever They lied to me, cheated, and I [?] I get through this shit and I'm gonna be better I wanna be better, I'm gonna be better They tried to put me down but I wouldn't let 'em They tried to put me down but I wouldn't let 'em They tried to put me down but I wouldn't let 'em (No) [Outro] The longer you stop doin' for 'em (Stop doin' for 'em) They forget every thang you did for 'em. Did that (Ralo! Famgoon!) Read my ma'fuckin' diary, and my life I don't rap for no ma'fucking nigga I rap 'cause that's some I like doin' Could give a fuck about selling records, niggas I'm a millionaire (Ralo! Famgoon!)