Happy Hour

Lyrics

[Verse] Sitting in the hot seat, I'm gonna burn alive Sweating into my coffee, it's gonna be a long night Sobriety makes me anxious, but so does getting drunk Never been much of an actor, but I've always been a punk Can't win it's a lose-lose situation Can't swim without you, hesitation What I'm doing to myself, I will never live it down I'm gonna need some help, and I don't wanna drown [Chorus] Staring contest with the bar I don't know why I can't just take myself, away All these empty glasses Staring at me laughing, in my face How can I atone if I am on my own, I don't have the willpower And though it's awkward, I need support when it's happy hour Haven't been out in ages, no one looks the same I havеn't been this courageous, for a while But I wanna make a changе A moment of weakness, and fate intervenes But I'm staying on the wagon, I promised I'd be clean Just one it's a win-win situation No one can reclaim my elation What I'm doing to my soul, messing with my mind Falling down the rabbit hole, and I don't know how to climb [Chorus] Staring contest with the bar I don't know why I can't just take myself, away All these empty glasses Staring at me laughing, in my face How can I atone if I am on my own, I don't have the willpower And though it's awkward, I need support when it's happy hour [Outro] It always went, either way I'd have a coke and leave, or drop a pill and drink and stay Never wanna let my demons fully run away I owe 'em a debt that, I can't really afford to pay Keep your enemies, and let your friends fade away It's a surprise when I rise, and live another day I can't go on, keep the show on If I do I'm gonna lose a fucking colon Or a kidney, or a lung I'm just a kid, see, I've just begun I need peace, need solace, need kindness One more beer could lead me, to bare blindness Last night was alright, I survived Except the gaps in night, that I missed I could've reassessed my passion for life But I can't remember it, cause I was pissed [Chorus] Staring contest with the bar I don't know why I can't just take myself, away All these empty glasses Staring at me laughing, in my face How can I atone if I am on my own, I don't have the willpower And though it's awkward, I need support when it's happy hour