Shattered Mirrors

Lyrics

[Chorus] I don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more We rise, and we fall And we wake up losin' it all And there's no one blame when you know it's ya fault All I can do is keep my head down And don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more [Verse 1] I don't even like how this Ace of Spade taste I prefer somethin' stronger But these bitches love the pictures that I take When I'm posin' with this bottle I'm a loser and I know it, tryin not to show it In love, but in public always hidin' who I go with When the hell did me bein' me become a problem? For the next few minutes you can learn all about him Every thing around me is bein' questioned includin' myself Neglected every thing I love, includin' my health Lately I wake up wantin' to be somebody else And it's hurts 'cause my closest friends look at me for help Look, I don't wanna hustle with the boys no more But, I don't know if I got a choice no more Picture me, somebody's favorite rapper Baggin items in the motherfuckin' grocery store, shit Freedom or jail, the choice is yours You can scream that ya tryin' til ya voice get hoarse But we know the truth, you talk like you motherfuckin' king with nothin' Just waitin' on a motherfuckin' dream, you frontin' [Chorus] I don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more We rise, and we fall And we wake up losin' it all And there's no one blame when you know it's ya fault All I can do is keep my head down And don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more [Verse 2] Lately I been wantin' babies So I can see a part of me that wasn't always shady I forever resent my father, he wasn't there to raise me And even though I love him, he's the reason that I'm crazy I ain't talkin' to my brother, it's always over money He's runnin' from the truth 'cause he don't wanna hear it from me You don't ever have to call, I don't give a fuck But when we go through it, it seem to split the family up All I wanna do is provide, but if I Fall short by a inch, or miss it by a pinch All I wanna do is die... umm Moment of silence for them thoughts Nigga we in the game, ain't no cryin' on the court Before you can be the man, become a tyrant in ya thoughts And forget what I said earlier about hustlin' with the homies We know it ain't no retirin' in this sport I wish I could see my grandma again, I pray God got you so busy That you don't see this petty stuff that go on with the family Settin' claim to your possessions before you was even buried [Chorus] I don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more We rise, and we fall And we wake up losin' it all And there's no one blame when you know it's ya fault All I can do is keep my head down And don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more