Hurt/Here

Lyrics

Hurt (Part 1) Verse 1: I know I rap a lot about feeling broken and so Hurt That's all I witness on a day to day so why not write it in my Verse There's been a couple moments in my life where I feel so fucking Cursed Thinking when my time is up and when I'm buried in the Dirt My nigga told to me about a girl he used to fuck with killed Herself We should be talking about this Way more like fuck a Gucci Belt We just praying she's in heaven now looking down and not in Hell Unlike me where I been doing bad all my life I desеrve to Melt In the dеvils flames, wishing I can change and better Myself I feel like my life would be taken when I'm 25 like Adele Or even locked away like a fucking dog in a Prison Cell I hope I'm remembered by memories and stories people will always Tell Had dreams of the devil, tryna remember if we made a Deal Still living in a town where brothers are dying right in the fucking Field We should be coming together and hunting down these fucking Others That don't want to see us winning for ourselves and even for our Mothers I'm getting Tired of beefing and tryna Kill brothers we grew up With Since elementary or our mothers living on the block since we were Kids I'm getting Tired of beefing and tryna Kill brothers we grew up With Since elementary or even since we were all still sucking on Bibs Sound (Transitioning intro "Here") Verse 2: Death is what I Fear Got sum brothas over Here Down to hunt sum pussy niggas down like sum fucking Deer It's 2AM and now I'm smoking and drinking 20 Beers After my sons death everything is now looking very Clear Drinking and driving hoping god takes the wheel and Steers He can go and end my life or let me see another Day I was never a believer till I seen my mother Pray Now I'm recovering and better myself from all this Pain Locked away in my room is the only way I'm feeling Safe Wit a pen and paper and a beat from Notata making Flames I'm the only nigga in the Ville really bringing sum Change Now I'm chilling wit sum girls and catching this certain Vibe Right before I lost my mind and had Jaiden in my Life Happy again after months of sorrow and wanting to Die Wit the noose around my neck or cutting myself wit a Knife I still remember the times I almost ended my life Twice But I gained some inner strength and fought back every Night Like Rubs wit his right hand man that passed in a blink of a Eye I was meant to be in darkness so please turn off the Lights Pass the lighter to spark this 10th L to better my High Now I'm thinking I'm so thankful for my mother and my Guys If my mother ever knew the things I went thru she would Cry All day and all night and just come and ask me Why ? And the only thing we both hear is the wind in the Air Thinking too myself since when did all of these people fucking Care ? After Suicidal depressing bars nobody ask if I was Good Would've been crazy if I actually went ahead and fucking Took My life and everyone that didn't gave a fuck would be Shook I used to beg for help cause I needed help so go and pop the Hood Look at my inner problems and past life and actually fucking Look I'm just used to being alone and fucking bitches in the Zone Back to being a dog wit my dogs and coming back Home Sound