Masochist

Lyrics

I am a masochist I am a masochist I am a masochist I am a masochist I am a masochist I cannot deny it I did not ask for this I do not want it I can't decide if I should walk away I know you hate me now You've made it very clear I know i let you down But baby listen here To you i made a vow And throughout all these years I've kept it even now But you You're always pushing me away You say there's nothing i can say You say that you regret the day The day you said that you will love me The lies are eating away at you And i know you can't take it I know you're about to break Only for so long you can fake it I am a masochist I cannot deny it I did not ask for this I do not want it I can't decide if I should walk away I'm in love with the pain You're a liar Said you don't feel the same We both loved dancing in the rain I can't walk away How do you keep me tied down When you're not even around Tried my hardest to break free But my heart and soul are bound So quick to tell me goodbye It happens every time I know you won't change your mind But I like that You're always pushing me away You say there's nothing i can say You say that you regret the day The day you said that you will love me The lies are eating away at you And i know you can't take it I know you're about to break Only for so long you can fake it I am a masochist I cannot deny it I did not ask for this I do not want it I can't decide if I should walk away I'm in love with the pain You're a liar Said you don't feel the same We both loved dancing in the rain I can't walk away I am a masochist I am a masochist I am a masochist I am a masochist