Good enough

Lyrics

[Verse 1] You got me thinkin', "How the hell did I get here?" I was livin' without fear Of being abandoned, of relying on someone That way was easier, because I didn't have to trust anyone I'm not lookin' to have fun I just want all of your love I won't be the one to play with your heart 'Cause I know how it feels to have it torn apart [Chorus] I, I don't know how to accept a compliment I, I don't know, I don't know, I'm just not used to it All my life, I've been talked down to I've been beaten and abused I'm still tryna find my truth And every night, I lay awake and wonder if I'll ever be enough for you And every night, I wait you to tell me I'm not good enough for you But I hope that never comes true [Verse 2] I don't quite know how you can stand me, darlin' I'm rude, clingy, obnoxious, and I can get real annoying I'm clingy because I'm scared to lose you I get annoying because I don't know how not to I'm rude because I don't want you to know how much I care And I'm obnoxious because I want you to see how peaceful it could be if I'm not there I wanna make you not care 'Cause sweetheart, you make me feel vulnerable and it's got me so scared [Chorus] I, I don't know how to accept a compliment I, I don't know, I don't know, I'm just not used to it All my life, I've been talked down to I've been beaten and abused I'm still tryna find my truth And every night, I lay awake and wonder if I'll ever be enough for you And every night, I wait you to tell me I'm not good enough for you But I hope that never comes true [Bridge] If I'm being honest, when it comes to you I'm never fully certain what to say or do I get so insecure, even though I know you don't like it You tell me I'm the only one you want And I try to find every way to fight it [Chorus] I, I don't know how to accept a compliment I, I don't know, I don't know, I'm just not used to it All my life, I've been talked down to I've been beaten and abused I'm still tryna find my truth And every night, I lay awake and wonder if I'll ever be enough for you And every night, I wait you to tell me I'm not good enough for you But I hope that never comes true [Verse 3: MC Pizza] Good enough? I ain't good enough Gifted kid got me sick, I'm throwin' up I'm good at fucking up and makin' a mess And I don't think these issues will ever be addressed "Why don't you think you're good enough?" Gee, I wonder why Let's start with my parents, who apparently think they did fine They put me in a school to tell me I'm bright and smart And now I hate those words ten fold, I know in life I ain't goin' far I think I'm dumb and I think I'm really stupid But when I say those words, I really mean I'm useless Life is a competition just to get lethal injection The way my life is going, I'm good enough to end up in prison I reject all compliments, and I only get a few a year A bit of a double standard, I guess you could call that shit queer The first person I ever loved I didn't think I was good for them That love came and went, and they thought they same for themselves Insecurities hinder us all in more ways than one I don't wanna find love 'cause all they'll do is run I wanna be good enough for me before I'm good enough for somebody else I can't half ass that shit, so I put it off with an "Oh well" I ain't good enough for this, I ain't good enough for that To be honest, I don't even think I'm good enough for rap