Every single time

Lyrics

[Verse] Every single time we fight I just about lose my mind I swear to God, I'd rather die Than hear you say that it's my fault you cry Am I in your head, like you're always in mine? The thought of you drives me crazy more than half of the time But the sight of you brings me to tears and that's why It breaks my heart to hear you say that you're "Fine" Because every time you say it, I know you're lyin' For God's sake, I wish just once, that you could trust me And every time you say you're not enough, please Just stop, you know that you're a hypocrite 'Cause when I say the same, you get mad and I'm so over it Some people wonder why I hate the Christmas season Because everyone I've loved, I've lost They've turned and left me bleedin' And I can't bear to lose you too But when company's over, will you tie me up and toss me in the attic? Will you just watch as every day, my thoughts, they turn to static? Will I embarrass you? With my crude jokes and passionate conversations Will you give me the chance to rise above my station? To be more than just in the friend zone? For once, I want someone who I can call my own Someone who I can be confident they won't leave me Someone who will reassure me that they need me Someone who will love me for all of me, and only me Someone who, if given the chance, will free me I see that in you, so I need you to save me From the cage I've been trapped in From this seat I've been strapped in To pass the time, we'd do arts and crafts and- Never mind, give me a second to check myself Before I wreck myself Before I say something and end up collecting dust on a shelf For my whole life, I've never been sure of myself You tell me that I'm beautiful every day and well I won't believe you, as much as I try, I can't After my storm, there won't be much ground left for you to stand Did you have this planned? Will you be there to take my hand? Please, tell me now because I can't stand To wait, to be patient and polite I'll wait though, because.. We're always and forever, right?